I think I'm back...

 

Well babies! or babes! or people! or whatever. Yeah I don't know what I'm doing here either but I think I'm bringing this terrible mess of words I called a blog back. I tried going back to youtube videos and it didn't work. Well, I wouldn't say completely but it just stopped being fun. I dunno, I make youtube videos (and even this blog) to create some discussion and no discussion came from those videos. Not even lazy portnoyd discussion (not to say everything he posted was lazy but he himself has to admit that he forced some shit out on some discussions just to be negative because its a LOL CLAW IS WRONG joke, which got old, but if portnoyd knows anything it's how to beat a joke into fucking sub atomized nothingness. If scientists think thats impossible they should see portnoyd with a joke that might have been amusing in 2013.

Another thing is that none of my videos ever worked well for me. Or felt like they ever would. I mean I talked about weird shit like Spartakus and the Sun Beneath the Sea. No one cares about fucking Spartakus and the Sun Beneath the Sea. It's all a bunch of silly assed rubbish. I always felt even in a different room with a decent GoPro Camera that my silly youtube show just looked cheap and no I don't have the money to buy something fancy. I also feel that to get any kind of of views I needed to talk about American Left Wing politics. or American Right Wing politics. or things that were popular between 2008 and 2015. Like Generation Z tv shows and movies. OR the worst of it all yelling about how MCU or Star Wars or any reboot is woke now. I don't even care about MCU anymore, or Star Wars or any reboot. I think most tv shows and movies were a product of their time and don't work as a reboot. I'm just tired of everything being put out now.

I also really do not want to talk about how things are woke or SJW. For one reason. One big reason. All of that content feels lazy. It also feels like they are going about things they personally don't like are woke because woke is a stupid nebulous term. I hate it. I hate it so much. It also feels like these people are angry because black people or gays are in something regardless of how good or bad they are as characters or actors. I don't think everyone who doesn't enjoy Star Wars Kenobi is a big racist weirdo but I do think most of these youtube show makers do.

I don't know if this means I'm quitting youtube videos. I do still want to make something that works way better as a video then a blog post but it does mean that I'm coming back to this blog. Sure it might have been just joust or port being hooligans but it was some discussion. I dunno. I do plan to discuss things I discussed in videos just because I want to talk more about them via a blog post so get ready for that. Anyway, I don't know why but yeah it's done. Poopie.